a year's worth of wishes.
it's funny how much can change in a year. a year ago, i counted down the minutes to 12am, so i could give you my wishes the second july 16th hits. a year ago, i thought the world of you, and my eyes turned to stars every time i thought about you. a year ago, i couldn't imagine not loving you. i couldn't imagine ever forgetting your special day, couldn't imagine ever forgetting about you or what you're doing. a year ago, i loved you. so much that it hurt. not that i don't love you now. i think there's a part of me that will always love you. no matter what you've done, who you're with, where you are. that part of me will love you, and keep on loving you, the way a schoolgirl loves a beloved fantasy. but now, it's been a year. i still wish you happiness. health. success. i wish that you'll find someone who loves you for you , not because of what they can do for you. i wish that you'll have people in your life, people you can count